Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Photo dump

Another batch of old photos that I never got to post. Hope you enjoy them! 
























Sunday, September 2, 2012

How's life?

How's life? that is the question.
Life is steady. Not that good and not that bad, life. Lithium Iron =LiFe.
I dont really share my thoughts here but I guess this is the perfect time. For the past few weeks i've been really down, tried to stay positive in every way I can. I've been really distant with my friends. I just stopped talking/texting to them. Truth it is,  I want to be alone not forever alone though. I've been extra lazy this term. I know I can do better and I will. I also changed to the person that I thought that i'll never be. Realized that i'm depressed and lonely too. I always feel blank every time. My life right now is three words; I dont know. "But why?" -----"I dont know".The simplest things before were the things that im missing right now, who
knew those were the things that im gonna be missing? Just the little things….I dont know but I can feel stuff fading from me. I dont really know what exactly it is but im quite sure im losing it. Also the feeling when you know someone you love is about to die, slow death perhaps. Nope it's not a special someone but more of a family member, a golden retriever. Who knew you could be so attached to an animal who can't even talk? A dog is truly a man's best friend. Oh and im also trying my best to be the girliest I could, from guy’s shirts to shorts. Im on the verge of buying heels......or maybe jordans. Family problems. I hate the thing that I have become they tell me that I have this attitude of being a snob but they tell me to be one. I dont get it. Junior year sucks to think that it the best year ever, well its not (for now). This is probably the longest time i've been uninspired and so tired. I have so much to say but I guess i'll stop here. I hope things will get better, I know it will be. Just gotta fight this. If its a problem then its a blessing. So I guess this is life, ey?

Julia